I Give It All My Oxygen

To Let The Flames Begin......

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Merp...

I've been having some weird vibes lately. Flashbacks in my dreams, basically my memories are haunting me. A "throwback"... If I had a time machine, I wish to start high school over again, re-do the things I would've done better or different, try harder in school, make better decisions. Flashbacks were mostly in the year of 06`. Best year of high school. Ending of sophomore year going to the end of junior year. Sigh. Everything happens for a reason though. Good things break apart so that better things can get together.
2006 was just the best year overall. Life was so perfect.
Crash and burn, crash and burn. What can I do? People change I guess, including myself.
Badminton was so fun. The 06` people were such a special group that I loved to hangout with them. I'm so glad to have been a part of their lives.
It just seems like now, I've lost those genuine friends. Well, not really lost, just not as interactive as the years before. I've picked up new great friends, but I'll always miss those good times. But that's life... you lose some, you make some more. I'm not saying I'm unhappy with what I have now. I just miss those days.
At least, now I'm in a better place. There's no more baggage holding me from moving forward.

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